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Blah [Sep. 5th, 2011|10:42 am]
[Current Location |home]
[the expressions |blahblah]

I'm ready to leave the state and try something different. I have one more week go and I have to get my things ready. I have to get a nice hair cut before I leave. I need to focus on myself. I hope a pray that things turn out for the better and I GOD will be with me on this journey.
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Why?? [Aug. 13th, 2011|01:47 am]
[Current Location |home]
[the expressions |frustratedfrustrated]

I don't know WHY I was put on this earth. I don't know if I have a destiny. I don't WHY I can't get my life straight. I don't know WHY I feel like I have no one to turn to. I don't know WHY I am who I am. I feel like I'm a trapped box and I can't get out of it. My mind is warped and full of doubt. At times I feel like crying and just letting go of all the worry and pain inside but then I don't know how to worry or what pain IS. Hummmm I know what it is but I can't explain my sense of pain. I have different mask for everything I do but WHY do I have them is the question. I don't WHY I'm posting on LJ for all things. I'm starting to hate Facebook and everything about it. I'm done with people. I'd rather be alone and in another world. I don't have another pick up and go card in my wallet. I made a mess of my life and I don't know how to put it back together again. After my dad died, I felt like I lost my rock and the only person who could guide in a solid direction. I'm stupid I pick a different direction and I seem to mess up everything I touch. I'm a failure to myself and my dad because I know he wouldn't want me like this. I made some terrible mistakes in my life and I can't go back. 31 years old with no job, no money, no life. WHY do I feel this way? Thats the only question I have and I still don't know the answer.
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Hello LJ [Jul. 20th, 2011|11:18 am]
[Current Location |home]
[the expressions |aggravatedaggravated]

Getting out of the facebook light for a change. I'm just tired of being tired. Theres nothing else I can say.
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VEGAS!!!!!!! [Aug. 7th, 2010|10:39 am]
[Current Location |Library]
[the expressions |busybusy]

I know I don't post on here often but I have to say that I'm going back to Vegas.
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Hummm? [Mar. 10th, 2010|02:30 pm]
[the expressions |annoyedannoyed]

I'm ready to settle down. Now all I need is someone to settle down with. Hummm?
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Blah [Feb. 24th, 2010|12:21 am]
[the expressions |annoyedannoyed]

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The Final [Sep. 27th, 2009|06:58 pm]
[Current Location |moms house]
[your music |........]

The final week before I touchdown in La. Who wants to go out.
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HOME [Aug. 17th, 2009|01:02 pm]
[Current Location |Dyani's house]
[the expressions |blahblah]
[your music |random]

Guess what?? (HINT...read the subject)
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B-day!!!!!!!!! (Insert Age Here) [Jul. 11th, 2009|12:49 pm]
[Current Location |Mom's House]
[the expressions |okayokay]
[your music |......whatever]

Its my birthday today!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its so nice be the big...uhhhh wait I forgot how old I was.

Tim->"Uhhhhh I don't feel any different today."
Inner-self->"Its your b-day Tim you should be happy YAY!!"
Tim->"I guess I don't feel any different than last year."
Inner-self->"Happy, happy, happy! WHOOOOOOO you should LOVE life and everything in it!"
Tim->"I look young and I feel ok but its just another age."
Inner-self->"Happy dance.....la la la!"
Tim->"I don't know my state of mind right now. I got all the support from my friends. Its nerves thats what it is."
Inner-self->"You know what Tim? We should go shopping!! YAY!!!!!!!!!"
Tim->"(SIGH) Still single and I don't have a clue on what I need to do right now."
Inner-self->"Bungie jumping sounds good.........most(INSERT AGE HERE) year olds do it all the time"
Tim->"I'm not losing my memory nor losing my patience"
Inner-self->"The strip club!!! Yea boyyyy!! Ass and tig ol biddies"
Tim->"Hummmmm time for a change"
Inner-self->"OOOOOO I got an idea.......massage parlor....yea girls who want to rub you down"
Tim-"I think my inner-self being more a party, fun loving guy than me."
Inner-self->"I loveeee meeee someeeee asssss baby whoooooo girls, girls, girls girls."
Tim->"I hate feeling this way"
Ghetto Tim->"You punk...sell out!!! Stop being a sissy bitch!!! Be a man, a grown one, *igga get cho ass up and doooo something. Is yo birthday mang!!"
Tim->"Ohhhh shit Ghetto Tim is loose......maybe some Jack In The Box should calm him down"
Inner-self->"Its all your fault"
Ghetto Tim->"Anybody got any weed for this old *igga"
Tim->"Okkkkkayyy time for a drink"
Ghetto Tim->"Hells yea *igga get that Henny boy"
Inner-self->"See what you did......now you got him crunk"
Tim->???????? "Crunk??? We still use that word"
Inner-self->"Oh shut up you forgot how old we were?"
Tim->"Wearing Depends don't count"
Ghetto Tim->"Yall winny bitches need to get on some ass mang fa real"
Tim & Inner-self->"Its gonna be a longggg day"
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YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh did I just make another post?! [Jun. 19th, 2009|12:59 pm]
[Current Location |house]
[the expressions |happyhappy]
[your music |pop n' music 16 OST]

01 CHECKING YOU OUT-House Remix ->beatmania IIDX 4th style
02 First Resolution Long Hard Remix->beatmania IIDX 12 HAPPY SKY
03(Wana) Long Version->beatmania IIDX 13 DistorteD
04 Turning The Motor Over Long Version->beatmania complete MIX 2
05 Sense 2007 Long 2009 Version->beatmania IIDX 14 GOLD
06 Secrets Long Version->beatmania IIDX 16 EMPRESS
07 Make it  着うた
08 5-10 Long Version->GuitarFreaks DrumMania V4
09 田んぼの田 Long Version->GuitarFreaks DrumMania V5
10 已経忍不住了 Long Version->PS2 pop'n music 13 カーニバル
11 WHITE BIRDS Long Mirage Mix ->pop'n music 15 ADVENTURE
12 Miracle☆4 Long Tours Mix->pop'n music 8
13 ピエロのままで Long Version->pop'n music 17 THE MOVIE
14 [NEW!] PITAゴラス☆KISS Long Tours Mix->pop'n music 17 THE MOVIE

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was waiting for this album. WHOOO Secrets long version!!!! I know I'm over exaggerating over a soundtrack but dammit I lovvvvveee good-cool.
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